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Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
9:28 am	just a lil somethin somethin so this really made me angry....this preppy girl walked into class today wearing a ramones shirt...im like, okay. sweet she likes the ramones. so frank goes, whoa! amanda, you listen to the ramones? thats awesome! she goes, what? hes like, "you like the ramones?" amanda, "who?" frank, "the ramones..your shirt." she replies, "oh..haha...i have no idea who they are. i liked this shirt. it looks good." ....WHAT THE FUCK?! oh well.this weekend should be SWEET! if it goes as planned...whats better than seeing the following: tim, pants, k-ski, and all the other bmx boys, jill and dave, burns, adam..and that whole group, kroup, frank, etc...? nothing! nothing is better than all of that. friday will own. first, we go get that porn and other little things, then go see boogeyman with tim and others possibly then go to the spot for justins little party and see all of those crazy bmx boys, and then go to ADAMS! yay!!!!!!!!!! thats my plan..i hope it goes as planned..and then saturday me and "the oc" {original crew} go to daves for his cousin gopher concert and drink and what not, the usual. i will be shit faced all weekend! yes! im stoked. and sunday is adams birthday so happy birthday to him! 21! woot! alright im out later! hahahahaha/...oh i am so CHIPPER today! oh yea, im dying my hgair...again! its going to be dark dakr brown almost black with bright blonde streaks!!!! ill probably look like a skunk when i pull it back in a pony tail but its alright...ive accepted this fate already and its kool. it will look awesome when its down though! so thats all that matters! oh, and note the music...thats right! i ordered that off e-bay!!! should get that cd soon..u cant get it anywhere so im excited as fuck! scott says i wont get it till next week though....just wait scott, ill get it before then! alright, stay classy! Current Mood: chipper Current Music: on the might of princes!!!! (Comment on this)
Monday, January 31st, 2005
9:36 am	im on fire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 i want to comment about the comment on my last post. yea, anti-flag still sucks. i just dont like them at all. they can suck it dry. um, anyways.....my leg has no muscle in it anymore! im going to have "saggy calf" when i get this bitch off! im so excited for life!!!!!!!!!! i bought on the might of princes off e-bay yesterday! woot woot! i couldnt find it anywhere so BAM.....got it! i get my tattoo this week for sure..set up the appointment tonight! ...finally!!!!!! my dada kept putting it off! and im getting a REAL celly..no more units! oh yea, i love carla and "latoya" aka jillian clark. we went to applebees..what fun! we bonded with the waitress and i gave her some "hot ciggs" lmao. then we had her send over a water with a lemon to some sexy 15-16 yr olds. ...she told em it was from the ladies...lol..they gave us one back too then the kid came over and was like, so suavely, " hey. i turned 16 a couple weeks ago so, uh..i got my liscense...driving isnt a problem." ..LMFAO...i dont think ive ever had a guy tell me that! im like, thats what i like to hear from a man! right about now people....person...im hitting up hasnt had a problem with driving for years now! haha! but we all went with it anyways. the kid was this big boy with a jew hat on and a gap between his teeth! lmao. i love jills line. "alright talk to you boys later. i put out." walk away. NICE! good point jill. anyways, sometimes i doint want to go to ou. i think the funnest thing would be me and some friends getting a place together and just working here. i could still make my dream come true but, i know it wouldnt be as successful. im afraid ill fuck up in school. i have add and i like to drink. i dont know, oi hope i stay on task and everything. wityh my luck right before hand ill probably get pregnant or something b4 i leave and then i wont be able to go anytways. oh well. whatever happens happens. i have to work tonight and then.....!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH! god i am so bored! this is why i "lj". bc i am bored in school and there is nothing better to do so i just keep fucking typing. alright though, im gone. im gonna pick out anopther tattoo option for myself! later! Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: the fucking format! (Comment on this)
Friday, January 28th, 2005
9:55 am	school is too boring not to LJ it up alright, changed my mind im still typing things...lol, so this week was fun. i have a cast and finally decided to let people sign it....im asking random customers to see what they say so i hope that goes well. i decided what im going to do for money at ou....im definitly going to become a stripper...seriously, why not? thats awesome! i love wearing lingiere anbd lil stuff like that and its amazing money. that way i can make my paper and be well off. plus, i love dancing and when i want to i can dance good. id work a pole for that much money. anyways, after nikki turns 18 we are hitting up the strip clubs...we're going to a male one and a MIDGET one! lmfao! they would have to straddle your fucking thigh for a lap dance..hahahaha! im getting tanked before hand though to make uit even better. me and blackjoe should go to one pretty soon here! i get to go see my chemical romance soon too! awesome! i wanna see anberlin but id JUST be in my boot by then so my momma doesnt want me too...lame! oh well, whatever. me and carla are goin to buy us some porn today! well, im buying it....two copies of this hillariouys movie. im gonna feel like a dutch but, you know..its all in good fun. shes 17, im 18..i goittta buy oit..fair enough. alright gtg ;ater (Comment on this)
Monday, January 24th, 2005
10:46 pm	this is it kids well, i got a new computer....ours had a virus but its sweet. the burner program os amazing and i can do so much more with it now with like, the music sounds and times and everything. its awesome. so..okay, my life is amazing...but sometimes it sucks hardcore. this weekend though=fucking awesome! friday we all came over here and then went to the bball game to watch frank and travis cheer...ive never been so turned on by travis before in my life. this kid is amazing, he does flips and spins in the air and stuff. and then he touched my boob!! ugh...hotness..lol. hes a good kid though so..u know. and frank was so fucked up he forgot his cheers..lmao. and he got in trouble bc he was late to gather with his fellow cheerleaders bc he was picking up something for me and the kroup....hahahaha! srry frank! that has something to do with what we did at my humble aboad before the game. time felt like it flew by..one second it was half time the next it was over. saturday.....mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm saturday. um, i wish i could have stayed the night but bc the weather was shitty and im in a cast i couldnt....but next weekend i will be able to stay places again. does that make sense? probably not. it was hillarious though, as always, and i had a lot of fun. usually when im out i dont really care if i have to go home or not, well...not now anyways bc all i can do is sit there anyways with me being on crutches and all, but i really didnt want to leave his home. carla finally met adam. lol.and greg. lmfao..and he likes his coffee like he likes his women..strong and black, so that means he likes carla.....u had to have been there, but i could have pissed my pants. anyways, emo-trish for .25 seconds...i know i will get crushed,..again. and i dont know wtf is going on with this whole situation....but i really like adam. i always have, and everyone knows this so its not like youll be surprised when u read this. i really wish i could just know what he wanted from me or if he even ever thinks about me or just if he likes me or anything. its so complicated. but, its like, im so shy around him i get too nervous to act how i normally do...not that im not myself around him, i am. im just, so afraid if i say something or do something wrong ill loose any chance i have with him.som im really timid i guess. its so sad, he basically owns me and he has to know this....i hate myself for never being able to be like, hey why havent u called when u said u would or hey, do you have a gf? like, its so pathetic on my part that i cant even say any of that bc then i might not be able to be with him in some way.someday ill tell him how i feel and see what happens...but ill do that when i feel like it. i hope he doesnt just leave randomly ...again. bc i just fall apart everytime. it sucks. know what i mean? prolly not...not many people put themselves in these positions but oh well. im happy as fuck right now though so its kool. anyways, saturday was awesome...found some new alcoholic beverages i liked, smelled awesome weed {didnt smoke tonight though} , and had awesome......lmao, as always. anyways, im leaving...i decided i dont like lj so much anymore....so i think thisll be my last one! later kids! unless i feel like typing some things down...but my day to day stuff is so confusing bc imnot sure whats what or anything and i dont want to type things im not even sure about...u know? alright, later! last thought ...." porn, lingerie, a bottle of whiskey, condoms,and some ciggs....hmm, sounds like a good night trish." lmfao! good point frank! Current Mood: crazy Current Music: brandtson-margot (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
3:20 pm	"hey hey hey!" {said in kroups voice} soooo, life is amazing and i am lj-ing way too fucking much. when i start being able to do stuff again, im giving it up. lmao. it helps me when im sad but thats about it and im not anymore. ive been looking through all these 898964 billion and i kinda realized when i started getting sad. and now im not...lol. makes sense to me. like, i didnt become all emo or anything i just was bc of things that were bothering me that i didnt realize...anyways, went back to school today and kroupa fucking made me piss my pants almost. hes gettin one of those indian baby carriers to carry me around in public places hahaha! but today we were piggy back riding only. then he called someone he doesnt know to find something out for me and "stored his number like he own'D it. after that convo though....ooooooo im so happy!!! ive been laughing all day like im on drugs. and i bonded with sarah while i was im-mob-i-l-e {said how i say it when im on drugs} and i found out, shes not bad at all or creepy or scary. shes just a confused young lady. lol. so, you know its cool. i made her laugh a lot and it made me happy that i could do that. ok, so none of my fucking friends lj but some read mine, but yea...so basically im doing this for me alone. lmao. but, its cool...u know. i remember i used to shave my sisters ass {jenz} when we were younger...HAHAHA! we were talking about that the other day..and i used to try to teach sarah to shave her legs by doing sections for her. and i made jenz shave her moustache...lmfao 2 times.. i forgot a lot of those until my mom told me and made me remember. i guess i neveer liked hair so much anyways. lol. and my little sister never learned {see other lj post way back} "livestrong bracelets" okay so some people say livestrong bracelets are lame and everyone is only buying them bc everyone else is wearing them. yea, it may be correct however, the fact is.. if they bought them they are in turn helping someone with cancer...so, yes that is cool bc helping people in need is always sweet. the people who are the TRUE asses would be the lil ae fucks that wear the nearly idetical {diff color} bracelets that say "american eagle" on them and do nothing but promote an already overly-promoted desighner. fuck those people..they are the ones wearing them for show. my dutch had cancer so fucking right im gonna sport the livestrong. those little ae bitches shouldve just done what they normally do, wear whats "in" ,that way theyd be helping a cause ..but no instead they buy a rubber band thats probably 5 doll-hairs in stead of one that goes to someone who will need that. but, thats fine..whatever. i think we should shove them all in ovens and let 'em bake. "ahhh...bake." speaking of baking..."hey hey hey"....hahahahaha! um, i havent in awhile bc once it had, i believe coke {? crack..prolly not tho..not good with the C drugs..me N burnsnever did figure all that out}..but yea, toked with a hippy and never was the same lol, at least that night. my friend has some stuff...i dont think im gonna though. prolly not. i want to smoke straight up opium though, lmao...this kid did the other day and he was literally foaming from the mouth! thats something to be proud of! id shake his hand! um, those are really my key topics for the day but, maybe more will pop up. but, i got midterms to study, possibly wing night to attend, and a sexy ass lil emo boy to hit up..so later children! the mood oh yea, i picked horny today...im not more than usual, aka..i am but nothing special lol, um....i just never saw anyone else put that up there. so i did. it made me happy for .1 second Current Mood: horny Current Music: mmm, im feelin....my chemical romance! (Comment on this)
Monday, January 10th, 2005
9:18 am	sex, drugs, alcohol,and wendys..u know the usual i have nooooooothing to do right now. im getting surgery in two days..tomorrow i get blood working done. SICK!!! im not worried at all about the surgery...its the blood working i hate. it makes my veins hurt to think about it. After surgery though i get my tattoo and maybe another peircing, deopending on how i feel and if i didnt freak out during the blood working. {my dad bribes me with peircings and tattoos..lol} so, thatll be sweet especially bc i wont really feel it since i will still be on either oxycoton or morphine. which is a good time in itself. i havent smoked sonce new years, which is sweet. maybe all people need to quit is to smoke an entire pack in one night..bc afterwards you just dont want to smoke at all. i wasnt planning on quitting or trying to. i dont really care, if i smoke i smoke. {which i rarely do anyways} but, i just dont want to anymore..so yea me! whatever. this weekend was pretty sweet. i worked my last day for a week and a half. i won a 50 dollar gift card too, which is awesome! and i got a check for about 400 some dollars. woot! woot! so, after school, bc i am indeed in school right now, i am taking carla burns and schaffy to moe's. then they are going home and i am going up to best buy for a bit then i am most likely hanging out with my some people! yayay! that should be interesting. tuesday i think schaff wants me, her,ben and cole to hang out after the whole blood working ordeal. we'll see about that one. okay so my phone consists of "units" lol, which is like, minutes pretty much. and i definitly onely have 37.5 left. DAMN IT! i got to go buy more! i am turning my phone off until i get more once it gets down to 20. I keep fucking getting texts from ben! he .5's me always and forever! oh well. Im really hungry. i want to eat chicken..and bbq sauce! oh yea, i stayed the night at jakes house the other night.....? we will just leave that at that. i have no idea what is going on with my "relations". ive been confused for a long time now. i never know whats going on in my life. but, thats fine. i dont really car anymore..whatever happens happens. id like to go kcik adam right in his penis! i just thought id add that one last comment. that kid should go fucking get BUS'd. {lol-burns} im happy today but now i have to go to math...which is lame. i am lacking in mathematical skills...fucking i can barely add! fuck numbers and equations and fucking scientific calculators, bc that is what our math classes are based on....wether we can or cannot "make the graph and set it to zero" and all of that other shit. fuck calculators..i did better on my sat's and act's without it. fuck them up the ass. they should teach math w/o a calculator..thats intelligence and besides, anything i need in life for the most part i wont need a calculator...who the fuck would carry that shit around? hold on let me see the exact angle measurement from where im standing to the top of that tree , let me bust out the ti-93....and then graphit. bc that is important in my life. not figuring taxes or my pay or any of that...no no. i want to find out all these angle measurments. thats what matters in life. fuck keystones math. fuck ti-calculators....fuck all of that! Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: bright eyes! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
9:47 am	LEGAL'd! so, in 18!!! yea yea! new years ws AMAZING! and now schaffer is my best friend! lmao...we ventured deep into "satans asshole." what an aventure that was.......this place was repulsive...probably the dirtiest{?..is that right?} place i've ever been....and i've been to many dirty places.... so yea..then we went to brandons, im guessing thats his name. and it was fun. me and schaff reached "PIMP STATUS", which we defined on the car ride there. So, we went to brandons first, had no alcohol..so we went to satans asshole and i drank their dyeager, probably got a couple unknown diseases, and then we left. Due to my state of drunkeness schaffer had to DD back to brandons. then we got back..watched some balls drop, lmao, did the new years whoring, smoked an ENTIRE pack of camels{bc that was our goal as well.....i think i had a cigg in my hand 24/7 bc by 1 am i went to get me and schaff one and they were all gone! we didnt start smoking till about 1130!?!}, and then brandon was drunk and "pissed." so, we went to gregs home, which was funny since he was so drunk and had no idea what was goin on and trying to explain to his mom, lmao. then he passed out ....and stuff. all i have left to say is, "get pissed.....on?" lmao, and "get limp"...long inside joke that i am not about to mention. so i turned 18 which was sweet and im getting a tattoo 2 days after my surgery. ill be in a wheel chair for a lil which is always a good time..and either drugged on oxy coton or morphine...which is also sweet! hahaha! im going to miss like a week and a half-2 weeks of school...but i have to come back for 2 days for mid terms...and ill be sei-drugged for them, so ill do real well im sure. haha! ill probably fall asleep in my wheel chair during them but, what r u gonna do? im also gonna miss a week or so of work..until i get a cast on, which wont be until the sweeling goes down, which sucks. well,life is great. im rockin 2005....yea yea! jake came over last night to watch athf???? hmm.... i gtg to my next class...lmao...school is a waste of my time! and all i do is lj, whcih is lame! but,oh well. um, im updating...w/o using a new entry..bc i dont want too. this is break from scholarships fucking me up the ass. um, so alright...lately many people have been noticing, or at least pointing out, that i probably have add. its not really that i cant pay attention for long periods of time, if i want to i can. its more the fact that i cant stick with anything for even a normal amount of time. for example, my job record. i dont know any other person who has gone through more jobs...and ive never been fired. and there was only one job i flat out didnt like. i just didnt feel like doing them any more, you know? i like best buy though...ive been there about 6 months and im still happy...so, maybe i found the right part timer for me. and then, my man-life....um, i dont really have a very good record of that either. but, i have had lots of issues and problems with them. but, its like...i just get bored. and then i look for the bad..and i usually find it. i wasnt bored with jake tho....or adam....but, adam is a cock. and should burn in hell. forever. probably. things are just complicated..and i mess up when i have choices. and i cant stay focused on activities either. i played the guitar, i was getting pretty good..and then i quit. i learned french...and i couldve probably been real good...but i quit. im learning german...but im not motivated anymore to keep doing it. i hang out with my friends...and then i stop for awhile, hang out with other people, then go back to my other friends...u know. i float around. i read for a lil, then i have to do something else...i just cant do one thing, regardless of the subject, for awhile. it doesnt work. but i gtg, Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: on the might of princes (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, December 20th, 2004
9:33 am	this lust to my brain almost feels like a gun..... the used is sweet! joe was the best ever for burning me that cd.....but now we never talk so that sucks hardcore...he was like, my favorite person ever. Anyways, life is going "swimmingly" i must say. i got into ou, i havebasically a full time job, rockin the senior year, getting the celly for xmas, all my shoppings done, {except for the alcophol i need to buy my boys!}and some other things that makes my life AMAZING! im kind of losing weight.....i think. probably bc when i get real happy in life i seriously forget to eat...plus working all the time and right after school and then i usually dont eat on my breaks so im pretty much accidentally pulling a mary kate. lol. woops...but, whatever i dont really care. plus, now that i started supporting my habit again...im not big on food anymore. my habit isnt extreme though. i only do it like, once or twice a week if that. probably shouldnt since im allergic and all...but w/e. so, last night was awkward...my family is really weird and we are all joking around and someone said asomething about taking losers to bed.....and i said, u dont take losers to bed..in an innocent way NON SEXUALLY, and then when jenny repeated it we all realized that thats what it sounded like. and then jenny said , in this funny voice we were all doing, "..AND SHE HAS." and my dads there..and we all got real quiet..and then jennys like, let me finish my sntence..."and she has....NOT. bc she is saving herself for marriage." and everyone just started laughing , even my dad, and hes just like, sarahs the only good one left. so, that confirms that my dad knows ive had sex...well, he knew about one person..and guessed about anothert....so now i just know he knows more than ever. lol..if that makes sense. but it was funny. anyways, most people know about me and jake and our problems....yea, i messed up real bad and thought a break would be the best thing.....i dont know what to do. i kind of have feelings for someone else...okay, i do have feelings for someone else. and i talked to jake about it. i feel like shit bc its not tht i dont care or love him....its just so hard with being 4 hours apart and then this one thing happened and i dont know what to do. i havent been happy about life for awhile and then when something happened now everything seems to be getting better.....i dont know. i know this person will prolly just "throw me out like a towel" like someone once said....but, i still have feelings...and i dont want to hurt jake anymore.it makes it hard. i care a lot about him............and im sorry. i dont know if we should just break up, maybe thatd be for the best...maybe i need to think about what i want...he tells me to think about what will make me happy in the long run....but in the long run, hell go back to college and we'll go through all of this over and over again...and then i leave too. but i know this person will most likely just hurt me again. i dont know. maybe i just need to be alone for awhile. i just dont want to be a shitty gf towards jake anymore...i hate drama and i dont want to keep causing it. he deserves better...he deserves someone who will ONLY think of him and want to be with him 24/7.....but i cant be that person anymore. i cant promise nothing will ever happen between me and this other person...and i cant honestly say that i dont want something too.....and that bothers me. it isnt right, it isnt fair...i dont know why i feel like this..i guess its ust he was something ive wanted since the second i saw him? wow...thats a lot of info for a lot of people to see........lol, but...anyone who reads this prolly knows everything anyways, and if its one of jakes friends...well, im not hurting him intentionally....and i know most of you want him to just break up with me and u probably think i am a cold hearted bitch....which i guess is semi-true. and thats fine if you feel this way...id want to kick any girl in the face if she ever hurt any of my boys...so i understand. and its cool.but, just so everyone knows this one thing, i do realize what im doing...and i guess me wanting jake to be happy and not have to hurt ever is the reason all of this is being brought up....i think differently from anyone else i know...so its hard to explain. but, it makes sense to me, and thats all that matters.the more i think about whati WANT, the more it becomes obvious to me what i NEED...luckily, the wants and the needs can be combined...but it sucks. jake really deserves someone who is worthy of having him. bc i suck. Current Mood: crazy Current Music: converge (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 19th, 2004
12:02 am	bored bored bored i found this.....so im doing it bc its saturday night. and my plans went to hell. and THEN i felt shitty, so i had to talk with jake..and then i felt worse.....life sucks..thats why i fill out questionaires....??? oh yea, i COOK DANDELIONS! y didnt we die?!..other kids eat worms..i eat dandelions..and im allergic!....oh yea, and fuck you someone....u always fuck me up so hardcore...so, thanks for that! ya bastard! NUMBER OF... :x: piercings = 6, soon to be 7 :x: tattoos = soon to be one :x: height = big 5' 2" :x: shoe size 5 :x: hair color = reddish brownish soon dark brown with blonde :x: siblings = 5 LAST... :x: movie you rented =mmmmmm, cant say :x: song you listened to = the used! :x: song that was stuck in your head = motion city soundtrack-the future freaks me out :x: cd you bought = blue october :x: cd you listened to = taking back sunday :x: person you've called = kroupa :x: person that's called you = corey :x: tv show you've watched = ???, tv?? DO... :x: you wish you could live somewhere else =yes :x: you think about suicide = sometimes :x: you believe in online dating = hells no :x: others find you attractive = no...but then old men call me hot..does that count? :x: you want more piercings = definitly :x: you drink = definitly :x: you do drugs = define...drugs? :x: you smoke = um, only with my smoking buddys, lol..andrew~!~!~! :x: you like cleaning = on occasions :x: you like roller coasters = weeeeeeeeeee :x: you write in cursive or print = a mix....i write weird though FOR OR AGAINST... :x: long distance relationships = obviously....for. :x: using someone = against...but ive done it before, ill prolly do it again :x: suicide = against :x: killing people = against :x: teenage smoking = for, do w/e u want :x: doing drugs = me, against....others sure...do what u want! :x: driving drunk = against , u could take someone else out with you :x: soap operas = for, im gonna star in one FAVORITE... :x: food = chinese and fridays! :x: song = goodies! lmao, and the futre freaks me out :x: thing to do = hang out with the friends! :x: thing to talk about = if u know me then you know. :x: sports = soccer owns all :x: drinks = mikes lime and vodka!!!! i heart skyy too, and killians, peppermint patties, jello shots, and the blue stuff bob drinks sometimes..mmmmm :x: clothes = usually, nbad shirts and jeans.....aometimes other things :x: movies = boondock saints, idol hands, blue streak, the grudge! lmao kroup! :x: singers = CONOR OBERST!!!!!! :x: holiday = christmas and new years, bc that=me 18 HAVE YOU... :x: ever cried over a girl =yea...bastard ass friend girls, why trish has like 3..i could write a fucking book...and all girls say girls suck..but im the only one i know who doesnt really hang out qwith any. :x: ever cried over a boy = oh hell yes :x: ever lied to someone = yup :x: ever been in a fist fight= no, andy ripped my shirt holding me back from one though :x: ever been arrested = no WHAT... :x: shampoo do you use = cocnut!!!!!!!! thats right ryan james...i stole yer flava :x: shoes do you wear = my hooker boots of course :x: are you scared of =apparently my new windows bc thats y i waled into jennys bed last night and slept with her lmao NUMBER OF... :x: of hearts I have broken? = not sure...i know of 4 :x: of girls I have kissed? = fucking none! :x: of boys I have kissed? = do we really wanna count? no :x: of girls I've slept with? = SICK :x: of boys I've slept with? =define slept with???...i cuddle many a men! :x: of drugs taken illegally? = does weed count? and what about if tis laced with something unknown to you at the time? do pills count too? :x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 1 :x: of people I consider my enemies? = none..i dont care if people dont like me and i dont waste time on people i dont like :x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = a shit load :x: of scars on my body? =a few :x: of things in my past that I regret? = nothing. u only live once..if i did something its bc i wanted to at the time, so it was a good decision. jill says i can do what i want. FAVORITE... :x: disney movie = lilo and stitch! :x: word = GEEK'D :x: nickname = trish the dish, lucky 7, kabbidle, try-sh, the PONS, and on and on :x: guy name = seth :x: girl name = liz :x: eye color = blue :x: flower = Rose :x: piercing = ok...anything! and everything!, u r talking to me :x: actor = devon soha :x: actress =julia rooberts DO YOU THINK YOU ARE... :x: pretty = when the lights are all off i feel rather sexy.lol :x: funny = ive been known to make some giggle :x: hot =yea, i perspire a lot...go through a lot of deoderant..you know. :x: friendly =lol, thats what i say i am when peopel have called me a whore so yay :x: amusing = yea, but only bc i do stupuid things and "my facial expressions are very anumated" :x: ugly = i get mine :x: loveable = jake loves me :x: caring = i am very caring..i dont show it as often as i should i guess :x: sweet = yea :x: dorky = yea ..........i smell like jake right now. 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Saturday, December 11th, 2004
10:17 pm	"your back just cracked"-brett james! ...so, first of all, my subject...begins with friday night. i had acts in the morn and didnt plan on staying out late ro drinking or anything...BUT then mike and all his hiram friends came back so i sat in the hot tub and took shots with them and talked art and politics with jed..lol. THEN i went over kroupas{frank had to come get me obviously..little did i know he was on horse tranquilizers..lmao} anyways, that was fun and i dddr'd {extra d=drunk} so THEN, i was sitting by brett and i heard his seductive voice!!! lmao...three things he did say, "neither am i" "your back just cracked" and "save my seat." all in this low "sexual" voice...i almost peed. Okay good story...little second one here...best buy-fuck you!..a little. um, they "terminated" my boy hoe-seff! so that sucks! now everything wont be as entertaining. he was my second half! fuck best buy up the ass! well, not really. i get great discounts and wonderful hours...so, maybe just fuck em in the face..but only once. Okay..HERES a thought.....so a girl is with a guy. she has other guys attempting to go on dates and "hang out" blah blah blah. {oh yea, more than a thought..this is like a situation to be thought about.} SO, she loves the boy. more than anything. and she thinks they have a GREAT relationship and its hard bc she doesnt get to see him often and all but well worth it. Love is a beautiful thing after all. BUT, one day he syas that relationships suck and are stressful. hmm..okay. Now, dont you think that girls feelin a LITTLE shitty seeing as how she thinks relationships, yes, are shitty however, she loves this boy..so this one is not. she would never claim they r shitty when she is this happy. but, apparently, for him, they are shitty and stressful. That sounds like someone is unhappy with a relationshp to me. true or false? so this girl hears this from the one she loves and then hears how "great" she is from other guys..of course these others dont compare to her hotness {hotness=bf} but it just adds to the "oh sweet. just look on the bright side he....um, said i love you when weere done talking." feeling. i just randomly thought of this senario.....?, so i thought id mention it although this situation is of no importance to me seeing as how this is an unlikely happening in the life of trish metzger. i just find it pretty shitty and fucked up for a person to tell the person that they are IN a relationship with, that they think relationships suck..and are stressful. when the other simply thinks they are HARD and yes, at times stressful..but good and well worth all the problems. Hmm. Anyways! i finished christmas shopping and im stoked! I DOMINATED this year and i think im more excited to GIVE people everything than to get things. i owned basically. and tomorrow is our best buy christmas party which is bound to be entertaining. and im bringing joe anyways lol. half the people dont even know he doesnt work there now. i found out what was bothering me and why ive been sick and tired lately and im fixing that...it has to do with my eating..i dont consume protein at all. bad idea. anyways, i cant wait to see if i got accepted into OU and thats life. its sweet! later! Current Mood: lazy Current Music: blue october-sexual powertrip (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 5th, 2004
9:23 pm	cum they told me...barumpabumbum ...i changed my entry to something new...i know i shouldnt but what are you gonna do? i didnt like that one so much anyways. sooo, the other day someone came into best buy that i havent seen in probably over a year.....and it hurt real fucking bad. i dont think i still have feelings for them i think its the simple fact that they hurt me more than any other person ever has in my life.nd its not like we had something that great or special together. maybe thats what bothered me too...he never really knew anything about me and i would have done anything for him. as taking back sunday would say, "you could slit my wrist..and with my one last gasping breath id apologize for bleeding on your shirt." that whole song kind of fits with how i flet after this person...that whole cd almost actually. but anyways, i guess im glad he came into my life though and im thankful bc he kind of made me into who i am today. he made me realize a lot of things and it has helped me grow...yea, for awhile i had no morals bc i was just so sad and heartbroken but...i have jake now. so i can see the good that he brought me regardless of the fact that he wasnt around long and we werent together all the time. but, for some reason, i still feel sad. maybe its bc we didnt have ANY closure..he just left...without a word. which im not used too, and many people arent either im sure. and it leaves you wondering why i guess. but, here is my favorite song right now..that explains how i feel perfectly and why i am the way i am. it just so happens to be sung by the hottest lil emo boy ever, conor oberst...yes, this song is none other than bright eyes-take it easy{love nothing} First with your hands and then with your mouth. A downpour of sweat, damp cotton clouds. I was a fool, you were my friend. We made it happen. You took off your clothes, left on the light. You stood there so brave. You used to be shy. Each feature improved, each movement refined and eyes like a showroom. Now they are spreading out the blankets on the beach. That weatherman is a liar. He said it would be raining but it is clear and blue as far as I can see. Left by the lamp, right next to the bed, on a cartoon cat pat you scratched with a pen, "Everything is as it has always been. This never happened. Don't take it so bad it is nothing you did. It's just once something dies you can't make it live. You are a beautifulgirl You're a sweet little kid but I am a man." So I laid back down and wrapped myself up in the sheet. And I must have looked like a ghost because something frightened me and since then I've been so good at vanishing. Now I do as I please and lie through my teeth. Someone might get hurt but it won't be me. I should probably feel cheap but I just feel free and a little bit empty. No it isn't so hard to get close to me. There will be no arguments. We will always agree. And I will try and be kind when I ask you to leave. We will both take it easy. But if you stay too long inside my memory, I will trap you in a song tied to a melody and I will keep you there so you can't bother me. thats my song..so beautiful....dont worry, im happy though. its not like im having some hardcore emo-day or anything. i just kind of wish id never have to see him again so it wuld never hurt again...bc now i know ill think about it all over again and i dont want too. dont worry jake-i love you and you are my only one. Current Mood: lonely Current Music: bright eyes-take it easy love nothing (Comment on this)
Monday, November 29th, 2004
5:23 pm	i rock too fast for love, im footloose in my velcro shoes sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, on the news it says that if a female cheats on her significant other it isn't REALLY her fault...it is in the females genes. That chemical make up also contributes to the number of "partners" she takes on. So, pretty much we have no control over our infedelity and ability, or lack of that ability, to close our legs. right? However, if a man were to do the same thing....it's just because he is a horny unfaithful asshole. Good point channel 8. Good point indeed. I believe that, although our upbringings and surroundings do contribute to the things we do, in the end our decisions are all based on ourselves. You could blame these things on parents for raising their child this way and on and on...but, id rather just blame myself for my own endeavors....the main point though.....our sex decisions are NOT due to our genes and cannot be passed down. At least im hoping not because that would mean two things... my mom's a freak...and my children will be too..and there's nothing anyone can do about it. Jake came home for break and i did miss him a lot......but i was also a complete bitch to him and told him almost everything that would piss a boyfriend off....so, i got that going for me. which is nice. {i also am in the process of watching caddy shack...hence the qoute} I don't know what to do because i want him to trust me more than anything but im worried he wont look at me the same way and it'll all go downhill from there. It is all my fault though and i am the one to blame so i guess i can't say much. I do feel bad but at the same time, everything that happened there really wasn;t any way around it. Certain things could have been done to prevent the one thing, but they weren't and it wasn't directly my fault. Sooooo...the only reason i actually feel bad is because of how much it hurt jake. I basically was shitty to him all while he was home until, like, the day he actually left....well, with some exceptions. The night before i was just real quite...probably bc i didnt really know anyone and i always feel uncomfortable but hey! what r u gonna do? schools alright, kroupa's hillarious, i heart frank, carla finds black dick to be a bore, im in a band called illicit{we will start playing sooon together! yippie}, christmas is coming and i get to go shopping!!!!!, im almost 18!!!, im getting a tattoo soon and some peircing{S}, i decided what i wanted to do with life {either lawyer or have my own concert place that is attached to my peircing/tattoo place! and get my peircing liscense!!!}....yea yea! fun times! later ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ alright one last thing for moi to add "The problem with LJ is that we like to perceive ourselves as being so close, but then we realize that we don't really know much about each other. I'd like to rectify that. I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away. Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you." Current Mood: crazy Current Music: hawthorne heights!!! {i saw them last night!} (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 18th, 2004
5:58 pm	yea. he'd be the first to claim his dick feels like corn......... woohooo! our family room is almost done and we have one HELL of a tv.....two other side notes before the main attraction, i love you tim, dont feel bad.ok i revoke that sentence..i could erase it but i wont..instead ill insert this: trishthedish6312:tim, u r like the boy who cried "small penis" and i wont believe u the third time u say it Sparty11204: lol Sparty11204: no i'm talking about the cheating Sparty11204: not the penis Sparty11204: it's still small ..and second, listen to maxfarm off purevolume.com, they r sweet and nice guys so i will promote them! DO IT NOW!!!! whoever can name this song and band will get my undying love for ever: I’m on fire and now I think I’m ready to bust a move Check it out I’m rocking steady Go! Betty won’t stop listening to modern rock How she hates to be alone I try to compensate her lack of love with coffee cake Ice cream and a bottle of ten dollar wine she says hey I rock the Haro sport I rock the cow girl blues I rock too fast for love I’m footloose in my Velcro shoes ~i heart this line~ What’s up with Will and Grace? I don’t get drum and bass The future freaks me out I’m on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move Check it out I’m rocking steady To the beat in my head It goes oh, oh, oh, oh I know that she’s the only one ~awe jake~ I’d rather waste our time together Yea, ‘cause we can get down Betty can’t quit carving question marks in my wrist How come we’re so alone We waste away the days with nicotine and television samples From an era we hate to admit we embrace We fail to represent We fail to be content We fail at everything we ever even try to attempt `thats me thats me~ And so the story goes As only Betty knows It’s time to take control I’m on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move Check it out I’m rocking steady To the beat in my head It goes oh, oh, oh, oh I know that she’s the only one I’d rather waste my time with her (Betty, I need you I miss you I’m so alone without you To call up on the weekends with my cellular phone) Betty it’s so hard to relate To the whole human race I don’t know where to begin I don’t know where to begin If we can both find a way To do the things that we say We might not sit in our rooms And drink our daydreams away Betty, I’m a dreamer No I’m not a vicious schemer Oh betty won’t you.. ah fuck it I’m on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move Check it out I’m rocking steady To the beat in my head It goes oh, oh, oh, oh I know that she’s the only one I’d rather waste our time together Yeah, ‘cause we can get down. i love that song!!!!!! anyways, theres nothing else really i need/want to say...exept this one last thing.... kroupa wears "man diapers." lmao..and "he is weird....he is a strange young man." Current Mood: anxious Current Music: maxfarm (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 10th, 2004
7:46 pm	if im a writter and im a poet........ This week has been both good and bad. I am seriously sexually frustrated and easily annoyed. lol.,{ as jill would say}....im happy and hyper...but then two seconds later i can be THE BIGGEST bitch. im never like that..im not on my rag either so i can't use that as an excuse....which i never would anyways, stupid girls. me and jake had our first semi- fight.... and it was over fucking BLACK/minority RIGHTS!!!! Out of all the things we could fight about, and if we were normal stupid couples..thats a WHOLE lot of things to fight about, no..we decide affirmative actions is the thing to get pissed at each other at. Sweet. We are awesome! lol, i love it! Schaffer is confused about me.....she doesnt understand how im so homophobic but then just about everyone and their sister has seen me naked. lol. Well, schaff..thats simple. First of all, im usually drunk when im doing my naked roaming...so there ya go..and if i decide, wow im naked i should touch someone...its a guy. I would punch any girl that EVER touches me in a sexual way, drunk or sober. The other time im always naked is when im with "my ladies." And then...come on! its "The ladies"..we don;t care... what kind of friend would u be if u didn't show a little boob from time to time? That's why my nakedness has nothing to do with my homophbia. ...i love jake....and i was wrong about some thoughts i had...its hard sometimes , not because i dont trust him, just because i have a creative imagination and i let my thoughts get to me after awhile....esp when things happen that seem weird so thats why i think this way. and im sorry. but me and jake are perfect and i know better than to think he would waste what we have on something as stupid as what was going through my mind. i love you jake! Besides, why would you go for a miami girl when u could have trish the dish metzger?? lmao right? right? {said with a sarcastic tonation and that one face i get when i say right? two times in a row with my hands up in a questioning way}....yea, thats what i thought...i win! all miami girls are own'd..by way of my hotness! lol I wont get to see jake for awhile either...which sucks because i really want to. Im really not sure what exactly is wrong with me, i was depressed, and i dont have much to blame it on.... and that bothers me too. in general i am just pissed. Okay, im going to go!!!!! later!!!!!! Current Music: A wilhelm scream (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, November 8th, 2004
5:35 pm	you wasted life why wouldnt you waste the afterlife? oh no!!! so this friday i get my surgery done...which means no indoor soccer! i got one game in..lol, and then died....so 1:30 on friday, i will be passed out and tore up! im actually really scared especially bc i hate knives! and needles! ouch ouch ouch! plus, im going to kind of miss my bunyon...it gave my foot curve and character. okay...frank said i should keep it after they cut it off.....definitly not. but i will take a lot of pictures of it. MAN!!! better things though, i love my job. and im going to myrtle beach SC with a group of friends over spring break!!!!!! its going to be AMAZING!!!! send a boat load of fresh 18 year olds to sc, give them their own..BEACH HOUSE, car to drive, alcohol...need i say more? what else could u ask for??????? itll be amazing! so yea im beyond excited for that one. thats pretty much it for now. those are my two biggest upcoming events..that and im going to start track conditioning,,,well, we run now but we're going to keep running...yea, ill probably be in a boot....i figure while they run, i can walk. that way i wont just beb sitting somewhere..i hate sitting around. so ill get all my "exercise" in still. im not afraid to run the 4*4 in a boot. lol Carla learned today, "why to get the lower bunk bed in college." and "what to do if u do get the shaft with the top one"..lmao! Current Mood: devious Current Music: modest mouse (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 4th, 2004
2:50 pm	"emotastic"-fur meine dutch! life is fucking sweet..all i have to say is i miss cathi. a lot. she was my exact copy pretty much. like, if i had to pick one person who most resembled me..itd be her. we didnt have to even tell each other things we just knew by the way we looked at each other. Its so hard to find someone like me too.and ive been thinking, theres a possible chance we will never see each other again. i hope not..im planning on going there this summer for a week and a half, and then she wants to come here for a month or more and live with me while im in college, and then im going to study abroad wherever she is and probably go there when any chance arises. but after that, i wont get to see her grow up and see her family and stuff like that. and i want too. ive decided anytime i get married, have kids, move into a house of my own, ect...im flying her out here. even if it is just for a weekend! lol!we are seriously the same person.and we OWNED when we were together. and i miss having a girl like that to talk too. So, thats all i wanted to say...i love meine dutch!! and i wish i could berger her one more time..lmao.....but ST NICOLAS DAY is soon and i will sing all day again even though my dutch is not with me. Trishs thought comparison for today...so, im sitting there staring at my cupboard, as i often do, and im looking at a pringles container. I start to think about the pringle, the way they are, their commercials, slogans, ect. And , i have said this before but thinking more into it now i realized how i was so right,..pringles are kind of like vaginas....true or false? i mean, theres so many different flavors to them, if you offer any kind to a boy...90 percent of the time...hed eat it, and....they are SO right..once you pop, you can;t stop Current Mood: energetic Current Music: the used!!!! (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 31st, 2004
8:37 pm	tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone the worst is over you can have the best of me we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up here we lay again on two separate beds riding phone lines to meet a familiar voice and pictures drawn from memory we reflect on miscommunications and misunderstandings and missing each other too much to have had to let go we turn our music down and we whisper say what your thinking right now tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone the worst is over you can have the best of me we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up jumping to conclusions made me fall away from you i'm so glad that the truth has brought back together me and you we're sitting on the ground and we whisper say what your thinking outloud tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone the worst is over you can have the best of me we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up we turn our music down and we whisper we're sitting on the ground and we whisper we turn our music down we're sitting on the ground and next time i'm in town we will kiss girl we will kiss girl tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone the worst is over you can have the best of me we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont feeling that we cant we're not ready to give up we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up Current Mood: emo Current Music: obviously the starting line (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 26th, 2004
6:52 am	i know you well enough to know you never loved me,,,, okay so i stayed up all last night and i realized a lot. I started thinking about my past and theres just some things that really still bother me. And then i think thats why i do the things i do sometimes and i hate myself for it......but, im going to school......ill talk more about it later. But, i love jake and i was ALMOST a crazy stupid psychotic gf..and im sorry. but, like i said ill add more later.....i realized i dont have time now..lol...this is real depressing and mostly for me so, you probbaly won;t understand it all and it's all jumbled thoughts and past experiences that don;t get explained and it's over all hard to follow unless you are me...so, don;t mind. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~` so i went to school and it turns out i had a presidents forum field trip thing! Which was hillarious because the people were SO clueless and just...not intelligent whatsoever!...and lucky me, it brought up discussions about abuse, casual sex, drinking, kindness, leadership, ect.ect. I'm like, this is perfect. I stayed up all night thinking about a lot of those things! YAY Basically im just confused about life right now. I don;t know what i want. Then, thinking about everything that has happened throughout highschool last night....not just in schoool but during those years..it's amazing what can happen. Then i compare those things to present experiences..i liked to think i changed for the best, but im not so sure anymore. I know that I've handled things well and I am so proud of myself since I made so many good decisions with the aide of...me.But,I rely on people a lot more now for help....of course I recently started being able to do so...but then i think, what happens when i don't have this option? I guess last night i just layed there and felt sorry for myself and i started remembering all the shit that has happened to me. I know that a lot of people that probably went through worse experiences and I have it great...but I don;t know anything else... so the things I went through have affected me. I just wish someone was there for me then because now it's like, there's no reason to bring it up, it's been dealt with....but sometimes I want to tell my friends so that they understand why i am the way i am.It's like, I want someone to break down on..but then I really don't.I'm a huge believer that the things that you go through affect how you are now. And i hate the way i am now....i want to blame everyone else but i know its not their faults completely. i know it's what you make of situations. Take, relationships for an example...i suck at them...but im so dependant on them. anyone who knows me knows that i haven't gone a week or so without being with a guy in one way or another. I don;t want to be that way...now i dont need to worry about that. i guess what makes mine and jakes relationship hard is im used to having someone with me when ever i want them there. And now i can't and that specific thing affects me so much sometimes and it aggrivates me.Besides that my relationships have been soo fucked up in the past anyways. I was thinking about it and so many bad things came out of them..and nobody ever said anything to me to try to help. The most encouragement i got was, "he treats u like shit"...my reply, "yup."..subject dropped.Then thinking more im thinking, how can all these things happen to me? it has to be my fault somehow. Then thinking more about every person..i think i hurt someone who hurt me..make sense? lol...i treated that person like shit and worshipped them at the same time..and then blamed them for everything. looking back i think he might;ve actually cared...i ruined that..i was the one that made him leave. the way he did it was wrong, our relationship was NOT good at all, but i think if i could go back and re-do it we might've actually been able to have a great one. Now, it doesn;t matter because i don;t want them..im happy with jake. i really am. its just hard and sometimes i compare it to past people...and sometimes it reminds me of one in particular...and it scares me to death. then i realize that thats just me. I keep thinking, long term relationship...yea..look at how well that went with terry...i didn;t see everything that hapened then coming..so whats going to happen now? i can't handle that again. i just can;t. but i know it's two completely different people so ill drop it. it bothers me that people never said anything with certain things i did. It wasn;t like they didn;t know....infact, my friends and family all just made things worse. I mean, I'd get the worst comments ever and they were from the people i trusted..."this ones trish bc shes a whore." best friend talking about some pics on her book of monkeys..."what is that little cat scratches....why don;t you make them more impressive..or better yet, just slit your fucking wrists." ex-boyfriend...real sweet.The sad thing is, all i wanted to do was die..just so that he'd miss me....i hate the fact that i actually tried so many times to give him that satisfaction...too deep so im not going into that on this... "why are your eyes red? You're on ccoke aren;t you? i know you're on drugs. youll never make it anywhere." mom...as im picking up her beer cans and she doesnt have a job....i mean, people just kept telling me things like this over an over!!! I NEVER talked to anybody about it..i literally had noone to tell! theres so many things that people just don;t know..that they just assume and i hate it. My sisters are crazy and such bitches, but they have always had someone to tell things too. i keep it all inside and then when i think about one little thing, it all comes out and i don;t know how to handle it. Then i blame people for things that they shouldnt be blamed for. I just compare things now to things that happened before. And if they are the least bit similar i freak out and try to get rid of it..or think about getting rid of it. And then i break down and it's hard to get back to the state of happiness i was at. It's confusing i know. And im obviously not good at just sitting down and typing out what im thinking..my thoughts are always jumbled..i would have to rewrite everything to make it make sense and go in some type of order. But, this is my lj so i guess it doesnt matter.........it actually kinda helps me to type things out and then look at them later...but ill be weirded out when people ask me about it. lol. I don;t really care though. pretty much im confused about life and i don;t know how to fix myself...i want too..i just don;t know how and then that makes me hate myself even more. and i know everyone feels this way at times. thats all im going to talk about....it was a lot.....i hope you didn;t actually read all of it! lol...but if you did..sorry..it's depressing. but everyone has problems , i just decided to semi-type mine online..lol. LATER!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~FUNNY STUFF!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ...dude! i told kroupa id make all his qoutes or w/e in my profile.they wont fit.....so heres the one for today: mine and kroups convo: i dunno is there ne hott girls that work there trishthedish6312: i dont find them hot......but, i dont have a penis kreeper2107: ya u do trishthedish6312: .where the fuck do i hide it then? kreeper2107: up ur ass . .and also, frank's qoute he wanted in here as well, "alec, you have a lot to learn...and i shall teach you with my HUGE penis!" -alecs facial expression, "oh god no!".... jill"i punched my bf in the boner" "sounds horny" "i thought tappers felt good." . and best art room time "oh man trish, i just want pb" "i have this sandwich if u give me one doll-hair" "okay.." gives dollar and starts to eat. about 5 minutes later..... "trish, can i borrow a dollar?" "no, kroup i dont have any money." "oh ok...{a bit later}.this sandwich is amazing!" -later that period- "jill you spelled sandwich wrong. its s-a-n-w-t-t-c-h-e-s" ahhhhh behold...the power of drugs! French class! :read the jock strap comment in the profile first of all! but just recently, Kroupa stole trishs last few glorious little snack stix things...trish only wants half of the last one..kroupa acts as if he is going to feed it to her "airplane style" like a little child. Trish=excited to eat the food and not have to use hands. Kroupa turns away last minute and shoves it in his mouth. Trish, "Kroupa...your airplane fucking sucks." Kroupa, "It had an engine failure. It had to go to the nearest airport!" Also, to add to the movies when i bit Kroupa..I bit him right in the guns. Thats right, I ruined his calibur. trishthedish6312: i wish i was there! kreeper2107: im kiddin im not goin hahaha got u good u fucker Redefining FTP{originally fuck the police}.....kroupa hearts FTP.{written by kroup on my notebook} Trish, "what? you love FTP...?? whats that..kroupa loves fucking the pope?" Join the "Kroupa makes a difference to Trish" club. Project Love sponsered! lmao!, everybodys doing it! ..later! i LOVE JAKE.....and everythings okay now! Im so happy i have someone to talk to now about everything!...is it weird that we think the same things at the same time pretty much? Fucking WE ARE PERFECT!!! i love you baby! Current Mood: discontent Current Music: taking back sunday (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 23rd, 2004
10:54 am	in the middle of a gun fight...in the middle of a restaurant so, its not my fault i have a heavy flow and a wide set vagina..right? hahaha! i watched that movie in french! its fucking awesome if you havent seen it watch it! Speaking of which....THE GRUDGE...so, watching it in theaters i screamed 7 times probably, burried my head in kroups arm a boat load of times, BIT him, and talked to the screen to tell the people to run or ask the fucking kid wtf his problem was. lol. it was SO fucking scary...it so fucking messed up too though, it was most likely created by the same creator of salad fingers. If salad fingers popped in the movie..it wouldnt have surprised me. But after watching it your like, well, it wasnt that great. The story could have been better presented. But its still creepy as fuck. We had a lot of fun though...there was an ungodly large group of us all there and it was hillarious. Especially because frank was completely messed up and kept yelling, "whoa! okay salad fingers." and then he farted SO loud....i almost pissed my pants...and the kids in front of us, they were all loving couples, moved b/c it was so loud! lol. great times. anyways, life is sweet. I filled out my college applications and everything. Not really sure exactly where i want to go yet. But ill find out. FRANK made varsity cheerleading! YES! soccer season is over...im playing indoor now. and then getting my surgery done. but im still running track..hahaha! i dont care, ill hobble the 400 in my boot! me and jill are running every day after school until i get my surgery so thats sweet. and lately i havent gotten anything lower than a B!!! on ddr! YES! of course, i havent done any extremely hard songs, except the ones that i usually do. sooooo....u know! halloween will be sweet. i cant go to ou or tims or anything but, theres gonna be a HUGE party here so im stoked. i just realized how small i am. im a very tiny girl. but i think thats best. its kind of like candy bars. Theres the regular size, the king size and the fun size ones. im a fun size one. You see, people want king size ones {long girls-like, 6 footers} and they get them and they like it..but then they dont usually want another one for awhile. they're like, yea that was good. and some people usually feel bad about it {bcuz of weight and all} like, ohhh...wy did i do that?! Then the normal size{yer avg sized girls} and they eat it and its pretty much the same thing. Plus, you dont normally see king size or normal sized candy hanging out at peoples homes. They're always found in stores. then you get them and thats it. no more. maybe another day. Then fun sized ones {ME}, they're everywhere so they tempt you all the time. Then you eat one and you're like, oh thats so good....i have to have more! and you just keep wanting it and you never feel guilty because its like, well, its just so little...it wont hurt me. you know what i mean? fun sized ones are just so much better. Nobody will ever deny the little ones.So, thats my thought comparison. thats me! but, im gonna go get ready for nuts party he is having! LATER! Current Mood: terrified! Current Music: my chemical romance (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 17th, 2004
3:50 pm	its love its love its love make it hurt im predatory today...and that fucking rules! this weekend was awesome! jake came home thursday which was sweet. friday was our homecoming game and we definitly got served. but, everyone was dressed SO crazy and it was hillarious....especially since i had to go to best buy and the mall to get jake while wearing it! Apparently if you are dressed the way i was there is naturally 3 different reactions you can get: 1]the ,"wtf is she wearing?! look at the ground look at the ground." 2. theynotice and DONT stop staring and then even turn around to stare some more. and the last and most popular one: 3. they glance up, notice the outrageous outfit and try to keep it nonchalant and go from floor to you floor to you. So yea, it was interesting! and i took jake panty shopping....which made me giggle. after the game we went to scoreboards and i waited 40 minutes with my friends and we still didnt get our table when we left. then i got some movies and jake stayed the night! it was sweet! and i got to watch it's pat! lmao! YES! so saturday HOMECOMING DAY i had a game and had to get up at 7 am, naturally, i didnt get much sleep. This was our last game...my last game...ever! except for tournys which we will lose....and we OWNED firelands! NOBODY fucking got past me or Ni-chole! YES! and then i got home and got ready for the dance.i dont really like the way my mom made me look.....but i was too lazy to fix it,,,ill just look hot on halloween. Then carla, ni-chole, and jake came over....then we went to kroups , got him and lil alec, then went to franks met all them then went to the foodcourt! YES! and i actually did enjoy myself at the dance. But fuck all that info..the better part of the night..BOB's! im not gonna lie, i was pretty lit! lol. infact, i still kinda feel a buzz. like, my hangover will most likely subside until tomorrow. Any ways, ashley was hillARious and the hot tub was a great idea. it was so cold in the morning because me and jake ended up going in the car but, at that point i was pretty much passed out. i think it was like 5 am or something. it was a lot of fun. and im almost positive boob is having a halloween party so, thatll be fucking sweet too! i could tell a boat load of stories but, im not gonna~ i got a HUGE beer stein today and it was plain so i drew ATHF characters on it. im real proud. and of course i made one for carla.... i LOVE chocolate covered strawberries...i ate them before but then i havent had them in forever. and then jake got some for me and they are amazing! but, it was pretty early when i ate one and, i am kinda out of it today as i said above, so i think i was thinking, "oh candy." and yea, i ate the leafy top. i think i was hoping it mightve been some type of food. it wasn't.lol..but yea they are orgasmic. OMFG! katie feakins needs to give me back my EC hoodie...me and carla stole those so by way of our actions..they fucking belong to us! Plus, shes too long to wear it! i mean, hoinestly you dont steal your friends clothing!!!!! im sorry if shes too poor to go shopping and she has to resort to stealing hoodies from the clothing items left at bobs after a drunken night, but why the fuck does she have to take MY precious EC hoodie?! AND i told her to give it back and still she refuses! im going to have to kill her..... okay, i was going to type more but im tired and bored of lj-ing! later! Current Mood: predatory Current Music: flogging molly-drunken lullabies (1 Comment |Comment on this)